Like a cave painter in Lascaux trying to fathom which imagery is going to add to the flesh from a hunt - i ponder what and how i can find anything useful to you in this time of trouble · Some of you are so absorbed in your misery, that waking up from a blow to the side of your head would be little different to you than your normal, “rest,” or so i imagine. I was raised to believe in “all things possible” about the same time jfk was murdered in cold blood, in plain sight - successfully · The flip side of that equation is what the ruling class must parse in the next few years to evade vile consequence for vile behavior. I don’t know what the answer is, but i’m fairly confident that i am more ready to stare death in its eye, than many of my “kindred spirits.” There is residual - neenure, neenure, neenure, in such an arrogant assertion - but take a look around you people · an entire species has been sold down the river for a few wanks on the ole’ pecker; go ahead - tell me again what’s stupid . ..
I can only measure my efficiency by comprehension - face to face · as “dual-orb·cyclops”, i’ve found damn few capable of looking me in the eye and pull a con at the same time · and yes, that is a very lonely place to be. Last night - late i considered a patch over one way a way to reconcile myself to an irreconcilable world. I do not own a phone, though i am registered in the “DB” as super user - this anomaly alone rises my profile to the surface of “algorithm” anomalies.” It does not mean that the reviewing agency a-la “Blade Runner” has any better understanding about my communication on “my” channel, only that those who can parse how easily we are divided and sifted also know how savvy “we” are to to the digital betrayal of those with resources, are to those without.
Try and excavate your gray matter from the pool of fictional worth, back into the planet of love and value - please · you claim penetrating awareness about the value of “tallying” and for all who read and are honest with themselves - “tallying” is really lame, when you consider those who do the counting, vs those who do the “paying.” Everybody would like to win, except that what it is to “win” has taken on such suspect notions as “like it or leave it,” or “the fuck are you looking at¿ her gun is much bigger than yours”. Who’s kidding who - no i am not as sober as you, i do not have as consecutive family history as yours, and yes, of course you know many more ‘important peole than i’.
But still, i gotta ask you, “how is it just because you command greater attention, more resource and greater cultural loyalty, does your pitch have more validity than my own questionable and unworthy efforts toward ‘ecological, gender, political and cultural solidarity¿, that is a question? I got little left to lose, some flesh, a little soul and a whole lot of misery i’m willing to own, whence i find ‘face’ enough to step up and say ______ fill in the blank, and there a lot of “spitting, askance glances and chickenshit unsupported and why and wherefore points that might render better benefit for the all, rather than the curious overthrow of nothing - . .. ··· but the horse you rode in on .
jts 16/06/2020
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